you see, it's you.. it's you that brings a smile to my face when i just wanttokilleverylivingthingintheplanet.
                      did you get that?
because, right now. i'm pouring my heart out, and i don't even knowifyou're ^listening. when i'm dying of suffocation, it's you that forces oxygen back to my lungs.
              it's more than just..
                                             the kiss of life.
  you're broody and depressing, and just a sad excuse for a human being, when i'm.. the life of.. earth. i'm the brightest shade of green, and you're black. just.
blackblackblack.
i mean, it's a nice color but it's not really great for a mood.
         are you following here? you're probably sleeping, or hiding behind a stupid book, or your excuse that you're some kind of demon. some form of.. sin. and, you can't forgive yourself.
                                but i forgive you, i always do. i always will. because, you're easy to forgive, and i really can't hold a grudge. and the way you.. stare is just.. heat. the way your eyes are.. blood red reminds me of how.. i guess, you never stop bleeding. inside. and i want to put a stop to it, but i can't because well.
                 you won't let me because i'm a child, and i barely know anything. heck, i can't even control myself, and i can't pay attention, and i mean, have you ever seen me walk without falling on my face?
         i know, i guess it's funny in some kind of way, sadistic, evil way, but. i'm a kid. and i always get off topic, like i'm doing.. right. now.
               'm sorry, but i live life. and you don't live it enough, and opposites attract mister vampire, and you'll know that soon. because, one day you'll come out of your stupid coffin, and you'll be hit with.. emotions.

          and you'll realize that you're in love with me, and you can't stay away from me. and
              you'll run to me, and
                                               hug me and
                                                                   kiss me. because you're gorgeous and i've been waiting so long to see you smile, to see if you have fangs, and if you do. we need to get that fixed because, it will hurt like hell if you ever decide to be kinky and bite me.


                       do you understand?
        i want you to live life, and be happy. and if it's not with me then screw you. because i'm perfect for you. vincent valentine, i'll be waiting for you. on top of this stupid mountain. i'll wait for you to come out, and meet me with open arms. because, you've taught me how to be patient.




       just wish that it doesn't run out, or i will hunt you down.